Ugh I think I found out my own problem. When I find something i like or I want I try way to hard to get it. For instance there is a girl shes cute and I had feelings for her and when we would hang out she would cuddle and play with me and then the next day when i would text her or talk to her she seemed like she didn't want to even see me so the whole week I would feel like crap. Then the weekend would roll around and the same thing would happen shes all nice to me but then blows me off when were not together in person. So i have decided not to hang out with her not to invite her any where and i even told her how I feel but I don't think she understands. I'm not going to give up in the search for the one but it looks like shes not going to be the one for me.
Thanks for reading my life as it stands now.
